My relationship with Emily is perhaps one of the most dysfunctional relationships you will ever see! Sure, every relationship has its ups and downs, but this one is absurd. Last night, Emily chose to dump me for the 5th time in exactly one month. She tried to take it back after she said it, but I wouldn’t allow it. I even told her why: she can’t feel like she can dump me whenever she wants and then expect me to come back to her when she feels like loving me. In addition, the part she isn’t aware of, I have decided that I am going to do what she did to me.
When she dumped me last month, she blocked my number and had hers changed! She would only contact me through email so that I could not have her new number. She even gave me a story about how her phone is “spazzing” and that’s why we have to talk through email. She couldn’t even find it in her to tell me that she changed her number; I had to find that out a few weeks later. I’m not going to go that far…Mainly because it’s too much work. What I am going to do is drag it out and make her feel as if I’m seriously done with our relationship, as she did to me. On top of that, I’m going to sit back and enjoy watching her try to convince me of how much she loves me and that our relationship is “forever”, the same way she sat back and watched me do that. I really don’t want to be this cruel, but she needs to understand what she put me through.
So far, she hasn’t messaged me since last night despite her last message, “Goodnight. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.” In all honesty, I really don’t care if she messages me or not; less headache for me! Maybe she’s expecting me to come crawling back to her… Well if that is the case- she is beyond mistaken! It is her turn to come crawling back to me, begging for forgiveness. I’m still undecided on whether or not I’ll take her back if she does beg for forgiveness. I guess I’ll know for sure when she finally realizes that I’m not coming to her and that she has to come to me.